it happened again... yet different...
I've had episodes where I feel like I black out or just lose cognitive faculties for a certain amount of time... not always and not frequently and not always of a long duration...
this time was different... sometimes people, including me, experience some kind of mini dizzy spell after sitting/ crouching and standing up 'too fast'... seeing stars or something of the like...
today I did something like that... crouched down on the sidewalk with my back against the wall... stood up and started with the stars...thought it may happen so was actually ready and kept my back against the wall... this time I felt like I lost control of my legs, my balance, my equilibrium... actually felt like I was spasming or convulsing to some degree... couldn't stand upright but wouldn't fall down...
since this is new to the experiences of my concern of my mental state or my ability to stay aware, to stay present, to stay conscious, I wanted to mark it down... not sure where this is headed but want a little history in case I'm not around to explain any of this at some point...
as always it scares me that this may happen when I'm in a position of controlling something, like a car, and not be able to react or respond timely... hopefully an individual case and not anything to be really concerned with... hope and pray that this is the case..
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